The important thing to know is that I'm not in control of my brain chemistry but I can control how I appear to others. Unless it's severe. I assume it's triggers, but maybe it's the opposite. When I'm depressed I find myself bringing triggers into my head which then sets up an avalanche of fear and worry about things that did happen and worry they might happen again.
Ben has no memory of even a bit of what he did and sAid. It's gone. But I. ant forget any of it when I'm in the midst of a depression
There is the belief he lied then and after what he wants me to know. But I know it was more than just him getting rid of her he was obsessed with her. He changed everingthing and I was left alone and crazy
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